That Piece Forever Held In Your Heart...

Have you ever had that moment of realizing a big part of your life is gone, and you will never get it back? We all have a past, and in that past are moments we will never forget. As we grow up we find friends that stick with us for life. Activities that we will always enjoy. Dreams that were always reaching for, but what about love? Love... that moment when nothing else matters. Its only you and that person who makes you whole. When your not near them, it feels like there is a hole in your heart. When you fight, the anger built up isn't even close to the passion you have for one another. When your together, you cant hold in the enjoyment. The giggles, the cries, the laughs, the song you hear on the radio, and you say to yourself... "ours". 

So when love is gone, whats next? When you lose that person that meant the world to you, and all you can see is a black tunnel; where do you go from there? Is there chance that you can again love? And if so, will that love ever compare to that first "true love". I think we all want to know the answers to these questions. WHERE do we go from here? CAN we love again?

 Now lets define that love, because honestly.. I think few know what that word even means anymore. When you look up Love in the dictionary it says, " A profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person." What the dictionary doesn't mention is, a best friend, a companion, a person that drives every ambition, a person willing to help you, knows all of your faults, but is still proud to be called yours.

I think after all is said and done, Yes you can love again; but you have to be ready. Now where do we go from here? The only was is forward, one step at a time. Here is my promise to myself, and I hope you make this promise too. I promise that I will love myself, and see the amazing person that I am. I promise to let love into my heart, not scared of what could happen, because when its right, my heart will never be empty again. I promise to NEVER settle for less than I deserve. I promise to believe that I deserve the most amazing man out there, and that together, we can make each other complete. I promise to be a best friend, and if a best friend isn't received, then they aren't for me. I promise each and everyday to find out another amazing thing about myself.

After this blog I hope your heart is filled with hope! Hope that yes you can do this, because I know I'm not the only one having a hard time with this. Enjoy your life, make promises to have adventures, because you could find a love for that! Make promises to go each and everyday finding out another amazing thing about yourself! Make a promise to keep an open heart, because you never know who is waiting around the corner!

With open arms, and a loving heart, lets start a revolution of finding the meaning of true love...

Xo

  Kenz

My Very First Love Song (:

La dolce vita... "The good life"

For my very first post, I thought I would tell you about myself. I was born in SLC, UT in 1993 to two anxious, young, amazing parents. From my first breath I was blessed with an incredible family, which I am grateful for. The picture taken above was when I was 4, holding my best friend Shadow ( the dog... obviously). Now, 14 years later I have become a talented young woman. Looking back there are so many good time, and and hard times. Growing up me and my mom became best friends, and my dad, my protector. At 3 years old I got a step dad, and 2 new brothers. Long after that, well 11 years after that, my dad found the love of his life, and I gained a step mother, and 2 sisters. I am now 18 with amazing parents, 2 older brothers, and 3 young sisters who look up to me. I am in college to be a Master Esthetician. Growing up I found that I had this passion to make people feel beautiful and amazing. After school I want to become a Master Make-up artist. By the time I'm 19 I'll have two amazing degrees that will take me all over the world. I hope that you will follow me on these adventures! Here is life, the beginning, never the end. Remember, " He who has lived his life, does not fear death."
With Love- Kenzie